May ending

May has been a busy time in my life! I can't believe today is the final day.
I feel as though the month began with my need for a summer job. I knew with the end of the school year rapidly approaching that I would need a job but it hit me all at once just how quickly I would need one! Ahh. But I had a couple interviews in the Madison/Verona area none of which worked out. Then I had the one in Lancaster and got the job that very day! It's perfect b/c it is only a 15 minute drive from Joe's house in P-ville and then 15 minutes from Joe's to my other job in P-ville! It's amazing! And the director and all the staff, so far at least, and parents are great! And I love it!
I graduated! Yay! It took my 4 years to get a 2 year degree but I made it and I have it! It's a great feeling.
What's next you're asking? Well I am going to move to Arkansas in the fall. Crazy I know! I think, no I am very ready to leave and get out of my comfort zone and let God lead me to what His will is for my life. http://www.247worldwide.org/arkansas/
In all the excitement and anticipation of the future May 12 still had to happen. And with the coming of that day came all the memories of the occurrences of it 5 years ago. Which I still cannot believe that it was 5 years ago! I remember it like it was yesterday and it wasn't, so very far from being yesterday. I know that God has used Mike's death for His glory but I'm not gonna lie, there were times in that day that i was angry. Amidst my anger, I had peace at the same time. God's just amazing and I'm so unworthy of His forgiveness and grace but He is so gracious to give. He only wants our heart in return. And then I just want to give Him everything.

Happy May!